Monday, August 22, 2005

Shiok Sendiri.

Have you ever gotten the feeling that someone was talking about you in their blog.

I bet at least 70% of you have. and i don't mean being spoken about on the blog with your name displayed for all the world to see okay.


i am probably losing it as it write this all down right now. how can he possibly have been writing about me? i must be crazy. it was just THAT part in his blog. so insignificant.


so why the hell am i making such a big deal out of it?

cos he's brainy, good-looking,plus he's very much grounded in religion (i loike!), loves literature (better yet!) and he's back home for his hols.and he can go on about literature for hours. trust me.

there are not many guys in the world like that okayyyyy


the skies seem sunny now but the winds might just change, making "his gold complexion dimm'd".


and it was just that one saturday that i wished i'd bump into someone i know...but to no avail. i had to go round the whole of bugis/bras basah and kacau daun nyer si azimahandmukmin.

all this crap is getting me down.


Prince Charming sesat on his white charger i guess heheheh.

Fin.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

he-who-shall-not-be-named...

I've had the busiest of weeks so far in my two yrs in Uni...its kinda putting a toll on my SOCIAL life...crap...

BUT

today i got to see lots of eye candy hehehehe...from near and far.


but there has been a guy thats been drifting in and out of my conciousness. and recently he came back.

i tried to keep it in. but it refused to stay put. i dunno why. its just that charisma of his.

i dun even noe why i even bother thinking abt him.

its that unnattainable.


On a lighter note. THE HAZE HAS GONE!


Lets hope it stays that way. Nice and clean fresh air...just the way i like it.

Fin.

Saturday, August 13, 2005


Cough, sputter, cough, cough...

I probably inhaled about a year's worth of carbon dioxide. Swirls of black clouds hung heavy and mind you, it wasn't rain clouds. It was more like thick heavy smoke.

On thursday, the weather took a turn for the worse. Between 10am-12pm, the heavy smog just got thicker and thicker till the trees in the distance were not clearly visible. It was so bad that tonnes of people started buying masks. It was certainly very surreal. I never remembered singapore being swamped in that kind of smoke. It was much worse than wat Singapore experienced the last time.

Shortness of breath and tightness in the chest were what i experienced. Thank God i left KL that night. By then i had been sneezing since wednesday evening. Air quality was so bad but i was still at futsal training. God only knows why i went. Sheesh. But then again i did get my new jersey.

Its a beautiful orange and black colour. Think of the Dutch national side.Red and white were out of the options thanks to the indonesians that got first pick since they are our guests. So we've stuck with orange and black for the past 2 yrs.

Anyways, national day celebration at Kl was a blast. I was really happy that everything turned out right.Although the security guard almost spoiled the whole night. We almost got thrown out of the venue thanks the fact that they thought we were holding some illegal gathering. Sheesh. Of all the days. But the cake was really pretty. I'm still struggling with my new hp...cant seem to get it to cooperate with the pc

nice or not?

Anyway here are the before and after pics of the haze.

Before and...

after.

Anyway, thanks to all me mates that made the National Day celebrations a real blast. I had a real great time working at breakneck speed with the rest of the EXCO members. But i truly think the people that deserve the greatest thanks would be to my Shash Kebab and Kho. Not forgetting the ever trusty Secretary, Seri.

Tak sabar next program lah pulak! Hehehehe....I really hope that the Treasure Hunt will go well! InsyaAllah!

Yeay besok payday! Sandals i must get. Shoesies??? Ugh...spend and spend and spend je!

Next up: 2 tests and an assignment to hand in!

Blardy crap.

Fin.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

A Little Something Something...

Just something to get everyone

-well maybe not everyone but i noe i am-

into the mood...the thought of my first NDP away frm home as a overseas student...KL overseas also OKAY! (different country already)

I screwed up just now. When have I not ever screwed up? Haiz...


I'm really sorry to all the parties involved. Sorry to have disappointed all of you...


Have a great weekend.

Fin.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

I. am. tired. and. cranky.

Thanks to the oh-so-much-un-needed-fire-drill-at-midnite-last-nite i am now running low on my batteries. I am tired. Very tired.

Was just about to sleep when this annoying alarm rang and mind you, i just ended class at 10pm, studied for abt an hour and then when i wanted to sleep at midnite, this stupid alarm went off. So all of the inhabitants of the hostel blocks had to wake up (in watever state you were in) grab something to cover the head and just head down to the quad.

It was an oh-not-very-funny-moment.

By the time i got back to the room after their briefings and the headcount it was already 12.45am. And i was already too excited by the developments earlier on to go immediately into a slumber. I think i dozed off close to 2am and i had a class just now at 8.30am. And its gonna be a long day today. My lids feel heavy. I think i know how Linda feels rite now.

P/s i think you're just a bit too excited being back in school...hehehe relax k? Ni baru start sem...nanti lama2 u bleh tanding ngan panda heheheeh

Last sunday i went out wif my girlies...celebrated sha's and shereen's bdae. Hehehe...we were like dysfunctional shopaholics gone amok at the sight of every single thing on sale. The lingerie was especially crazy...hullo? where to get 2 for $29???

And i tell you...Secret Recipe is fabulous...i love their brownie with ice-cream on top! It is so sinfully delicious...oh god, and the choc sauce they drizzle on top of the brownie...uuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yum....provides orgasmic pleasure minus the sex of course....and you could go wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the whole day....

And of course the highlight of the day was when i got PUNK'D...and it was not even funny....yeah i can still hear all of u gerls sniggering at me...

Me and my little obsession wif Taufik Batisah went a little overboard till i didn't even know that i was being punk'd. It all started with shereen, azimah and sha who pasted all these excited expressions on their faces about taufik being at IMM that day...so naturally i got all hyper.

- especially after all that choclatey goodness of a brownie-

And den these pple get me all excited and not expect me to do something...hullo...u mention taufik **** also i will get excited hhehehhee....pokoknyer kalau namanyer taufik and they reside in singpore sudah sah i will go a little NUTS.

At first i said no, cos i probably thought hey it was a hoax...but then my curiosity got the better of me and then i had to drag azimah and get her to show me where taufik was. prepared wif camera and everything u noe! and den she brings me to the Straits Times exhibition and there stood taufik...a life-sized POSTER! Aiyoooohhhh i was mortified...sheesh...

So when i got back to where the rest of the gerls were, they were all sniggering and laughing at me...haiyohhh they all bluffed me...i felt like a complete ass.

Ah well, heheh i'll get them back for that hehehehe

Now back to my free and idyllic time (till about 11.15 at least)

Fin.

Friday, July 29, 2005

I wonder...

I wonder how long this is going to keep up. This simply defies the rules.

Watever was done shouldn't have been done.

True, i wanted it but then at what expense? It seemed so easy to comprehend at that moment.

It was so easy and comfortable.

I am so in dip-shit....

I knew i should have just kept my mouth shut.


On the other hand, my flu hasn't made a comeback, alhamdullillah.
But my throat still kinda feels sore. But i've been chugging water like im trying to be the next singaporean reservoir. So i would say i am well onto the path of recovery.

I already missed one training of futsal. Daym...i simply can't believe HOW bz i am this semester. I hope that i get to finish one of my assignments soon.

There are tests due in 2 weeks time. And i havent gotten down to reading the damned General Prologue. But it should be fun.

The new academic calendar has been altered to accomodate the groans of students being unable to enjoy EidulFitr. And thus, yours truly now has only 3 days of a mid-sem break. 3days...wat can i possibly do in 3 days to de-stress!? this is utter madness...

Another bummer to add the the already burgeoning list would be the fact that i won't have a revision period. So examinations start from the 20th October to the 1st of November. AND, hari raya is on the 3rd of november. already pple are worried about getting tickets and not being able to come back on time.

please release the exam time-table now...i noe its a tad bit early but i still would like to spend some of my ramadhan here in singapore.

the thought of no iftar with the girls, no jalan² at the Geylang bazaar simply sends shivers to my spine.

Already i don't get to spend national day and enjoy national day + adam's 7th bdae this yr (and of course not being able to catch taufik in his acting debut in shooting stars! reads:i. am.majorly.and. royally. pissed.). it is simply disheartening.

I feel stretched like a rubber band and im about to break.

So how now about Ummatic Week: Sister's Cultural Night...to participate or not? I'm sorry girls. I simply cant make that kind of commitment anymore. Im sorry to disappoint you all.

Yeah...so another jam packed weekend for me again...wat else is new?

Fin.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

As expected...

Like i said before... I'm suffering that breakdown of mine. Went to the doc yday with a runny nose, a sore throat and feeling a tad feverish.

Came out of the docs office with a prescription for swollen tonsils, flu and fever.

My throat still kinda itches and aches. I've been in bed most of the time. Just decided that i had to get out of bed, get lunch and then later after that take my meds....

When i am ill, It is He who cures me....Amin

Kak CT i miss you too!!!!!!!!!!!! Muackks...Wish it were during the old days...

Fin.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

I can't believe this.

I cant believe...


1) that SHE is such a selfish and self-centered bitch. she thinks the world revolves around her and quite frankly, she should be kicked out if she doesn't give a hand or two.


2) that my body is already breaking down though its only been 2 weeks into the semester. My throat is all scratchy. I'm feeling irritable and my head feels full of cotton. My stomach wants to be emptied of its contents. And frankly i should stop here before i make other people sick.


3)that I'm so busy this semester. I'm still waiting for a breather. *sob sob* bye bye Bali...

FIN.

Friday, July 22, 2005

My social life...or the nonexistence of it more like it

Its been a tough 2 weeks back at the uni. More challenges this time round. An additional subject rather than the usual 5. Assignments galore. Not to mention the presentations.

This is going to be a very daunting semester. And i guess i have to shelve that plan of going to Bali this september(wishful thinking all along).

I desperately need a break. Before I break down.


...Full soon thy Soul shall have her earthly freight,
And custom lie upon thee with a weight...
W. Wordsworth

That's what I feel like I'm going through right now.
Just want to share one of my fav poems.
One that I ferst saw at the back of a door in a loo at Lakeside, UK heheheh...

Daffodils...
I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.


Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretch'd in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.


The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed—and gazed—but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:


For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.
FIN.



Sunday, July 17, 2005

Me & Ma New Baby!

I am now officially the prooooouuuuuuddd new owner of a MOTOrola E398.


Just look at her...ain't she pretty?



Alas the Motorola Razr was just toooooo expensive and was gonna burn a big whole in ma pocket. Next time lah...

For now, i'll be bringing this little one to bed...

Fin.

Monday, July 11, 2005

Semester One...

Okay so i had a bad start to the new semester yesterday. I'm so blardy jinxed i tell ya.


While getting out of the car at Kranji mrt stn, i dropped my hp pouch (which incidentally held my ex-link card as well) onto the blardy floor. And it was only when i boarded the bus that i realized the pouch wasn't with me and the bus was already moving. I was almost on the verge of screaming and hysterical (knowing for a fact that i had so many contacts listed in moi hp). I called me dad on his hp -using my fren's hp of course- but he said he didn't hear any ringing from my hp. Then i finally came to the conclusion that it fell to the floor while I was getting out of the car.

I was already on the verge of tears cos i didnt want to lose my precious hp. SO i called up kak masykurah who happened to still be at the bus stop and asked her to help me look for the hp. She called back 5 mins later telling me and Aisyah Spec that my darling hp had been found. And guess where it was.


It was on the fcuking road!!!!!


Lucky no bus came and ran over my baby! Phew.

Now i guess u could say that i'm all set for the new semester.

Let's pray that my hp doesn't decide to bail on me again.


*Sheesh. How am i gonna get through the semester in one piece?*


Fin.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Arrivederci...



So long, goodbye...till we see each other again



I feel so forlorn. Especially my heart. Not good at all. Feel bloody lousy...



Ahh forget it. Its not worth my time and effort anyway. And i shall stick to what i've always thought about guys (or men>>its wat they like to be called).



No offence to those nice guys out there.



I'll be back soon. Wish me luck!



Fin.

Friday, July 08, 2005

Need. I. Say. More?

This day has been the WORST of all the other days that I've been stuck at home.

o.n.e : my uni web server decided to crash on the day that all year two students were due to do their add/drop exercise.

SINCE LAST NIGHT!
*how bloody convenient*

t.w.o : the electricity was due to be cut off today so that the workers outside could change the electrical riser's wires. so i was devoid of electricity from 8.30am to about 3.30pm just now. so there was no fan. no tv.no internet. even the fridge was out. thank god for the phone. i thot i was going to die.


thank god for my girlies.


so yesterday i managed another quick outing wif ma gerls...yeay! went to changi airport. picked up shereen frm werk wif sha and azimah. poor shereen, she was soooo sleepy. i probably bet that she's sleeping right this moment too.

finally getting the shot rite!


went to bugis. ogled at all the pretty stuff at seiyu. i promise u dorothy i will come back and bring u home!

walked walked walked until we worked up a thirst for some of coffeebean and tealeaf's new belgium choc ice blended! it was soooooo gooooodd...my tastebuds were dancing with delight! haiz. i love u so belgium choc ice blend. keep it on the menu pls!!!

Dinner was held at ZamZam with 4 of us settling for the same thing: mutton chop....superbly YUMMY! Zak had the mee goreng mamak to which she surrendered after only going through about half of it. then off we went to snap snap peekchures like a couple of cam whores.

aren't we all happy?


bumped into a couple pple. Rofitah at coffeebean and then Fizzy at ZamZam. So happy to see you all!!!


I just have one more thing to add. YJC Girls have been crowned floorball champs!!! I love you gerls!!! Congrats are in order! Thanks especially to Coach Ngasti. I knoe u've been waiting for this one a LONG time! Yeay! We have a trophy! Keep up the gd werk gerls!

Now i shall go back to nursing my poor little finger that got caught at the door of Golden Landmark. (yes it was a bloody mess with some of my skin coming off) And now its a bit swollen.

I guess this will probably be my second last post till i go back to KL *again*
baaahhh humbug.

Fin.


Sunday, July 03, 2005

Shiiiooookkkkk!

Wah, i tell you this hols has been one smorgasbord of good food the whole way thru and thru. Sedaps ke per. When i got back the first thing i indulged in abt my eating habits was the very very VERY sinful laksa at Banquet Jurong East. Haiz...im dreaming of that as i write this (not forgetting to mention that my mouth just waters when i think about that sinful dish!) - i think i'll probably whip that up before i leave for KL next week.

The other piece of gastronomical delight that i had was crab that mummy cooked to perfection last week. Chilli crab...yum. I only have that special dish at home probably about once every six months. I practically cracked and sucked out every piece of that hard exoskeleton till it was mush. I can't imagine how messy i'd look if i had to eat that at a restaurant. Geez...now its another six month wait till the next crab dish.

This week itself, TWO pple blanja me makan. Once at Seoul Garden and the other at Sofra International Food. Courtesy of dad and Abg Mustaqim (tak sia-sia jadi usher utk MOU b/w Pergas n UIA hhehehe). Seoul Garden at AMK is very disappointing. Not a lot of variety. Plus its very diff to manouevre yourself in that establishment. The best so far (according to me lah but dun quote me k!) the ones at Takashimaya, Causeway Point and Marina Square. Floor plan for seoul garden very impt k! But nevertheless i enjoyed myself cos i got to spend time with my family.

Yesterday Abg Mus blanje makan kat Sofra! Woah...sedap jugak arh. Tapi biasalah kan kalau arab and mediterranean food is a bit bland and they loveeeee tomatoes. Dunno why. Anyway i had the shish kebab...the portion was JUST NICE! and the prices are akin to that of Swensens. So u shld head down there and try it for yourself. Its at Shaw Towers. Level 2. Click here for more info about Sofra International Food.

Ader tak siaper-siaper lagi tak yang nak blanjer kiter makan???

Aniwaes i had a pretty tiring day and i was completely bushed out just now thanks to the tuition. Its good to be tutoring again. But one of the kids im tutoring aiyah dunno whether lazy, slow, uninterested OR has a learning disability.
[Sabarlah ye. Patience is half of Iman]

Another week has come and gone. One more week left. I'm gonna miss this sunny island of singapore. if i live on an island, why is it that i havent seen the beach yet!!! Aaaaaaaarrrrggggghhhhhh. Must see the laut at least once before i go back. If not i will never get a chance to see it for the whole of next sem!


.::Dreaming Of The Seabreeze::.


Fin.

p/s: methinks me forgot to mention that lovely lunch sponsored by Shasha courtesy of Sabar Menanti *wootness* credit should be given where credit is due heheheh

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Actually I ____________
(dunno wat to write/im bored)


Its already the second week of hols. And the week is coming to a close already. Some milestones of this hols were:

1. managed to get a tutoring stint at yew tee (yeahhhh i hear the sound "kachingggg" already)

2. tutored the wits out of my brother

3. spent way too much time on the pc (heheh)

4. spent some money on _________ (i loike!)

5. Free lunch courtesy of Shasha (thanks again babe!)


Not bad lah for a three week vacation. Haiz...wish it were longer. Just a bit. Need to visit grandpa soon too. His leg is swollen cos of gout. My grandpa looks older than he shld be. Haiz. Its that bad leg of his. I pray tht he'll still have his health. Amin.

Watched Kal Ho Naa Ho wif my gerlfrens at Shereen's place. Such a nice time wif the gerls. Just lepaking and pigging out on cookies and ice-cream as well as just all the little gerl talk. Shereen i can't believe you told ur mom that! hehhe im so mortified. So paisey to go ur house! hehehhehe no harm done though k? hehehe...

Pity zak couldnt join us. Next time k!

So amacam? This friday kiter gi rumah sha plak...Eye 10! Yehaaaaaa...Pas tu sunday kiter gi Mak's Place...how??? hhehehehe...i loikkkeeeeee!

Tomorrow...i plan to...rot @home.

Fin.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Decided...it has been...

Ok im not going to KL...so now u dont have to miss me that much k?

Like it ever made a difference to you.

My evenings are now laden with guilt. I still remember how i unmistakenly and unknowingly messed everything up.

Like the sign on msn messenger reads: i've got the midas touch of disaster.

It still irks me how he refuses to take any ounce of blame. How he says he's not in any way reponsible.

How could you!? Why are you being such a jerk? Does it make you feel better that im miserable?

I'm sure it does.

I can practically see that smirk on your face...enjoying every second of my misery. Grow up will you? I was wrong too. I know that. At least i admitted to everything I did.

You want to throw our friendship down the drain go ahead. Its your loss.


Fin.
Suddenly...

Suddenly i feel lost.

Suddenly i feel lazy

Suddenly i feel lethargic.


I can't seem to think of anything nice to say anymore. It just takes up too much energy and too much time.

There's a million things running through my mind right now and i don't know even where to begin. Was told to blog. Didn't know wat to write. bonjolboy asked me to write abt myself. I don't think its worth writing or mentioning. Nothing interesting. Just the usual i'm-bumming-at-home-for-my-holidays repertoire.Nothing new. The only thing new is moi coveting that pair of gorgeous charles & keith sandals to replace my veryveryveryveryvery worn out pair of bata sandals.

But then again ALL girls covet a pair of gorgeous/elegant looking footwear.

I need to hear the wonderful sounds of cash registers ringing up my purchases. *One more month...be patient!* An aural delight. That in itself is therapeutic.

I hope azimah has decided to come along with me to KL this coming monday night. if she doesnt, i won't even bother. i need to shop! do some retail therapy. Not to mention i need to do some escorting pertaining to the new students entering the uni this cmg semester. so we're there to help them iron out the kinks. its definitely gonna be a LOOOOONNNNNNNGGGG day.

If not for azimah, i wont be going to KL cos i sure as hell don't need to be there earlier than im supposed to. I don't miss sch that much either. Well not yet anyway. I still need a break. A longer one.

Now i shall disappear and continue setting this exam paper for my mom.

Fin.


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Thursday, June 23, 2005

I. Need. A. Break.

This running around like a headless chicken is proving to be taking more energy than expected.

I need more than a break. I need a massage, a pedicure and a manicure perhaps. A little facial wouldn't hurt. Let's see whether we can get my aunt to sponsor me on that. Heh heh.

Tomorrow will be my first programme since being appointed as a member of the exco. Kinda nervous. Hopeful. Testy. Aargh...im sooo stressed out. I have so many things to cover. I JUST HOPE I DON'T SCREW UP.

I managed to meet my gerls yesterday. Was a short meeting but i enjoyed every minute of it nevertheless. We had a quick dinner...chatted, gossiped (the gossip was JUICY) heheheh...I love you gerls. U are my heart and soul. I pray that we'll always be together and see each other go thru the gd times as well as the bad. And i can't wait for the time for the first of us to get married/engaged/watever! *sabarlah maryam kalau ye pun!*

I may have to take a quick trip to KL on tuesday. Dunno whether azimah nak ikut tak eh. Satu hari pun jadi lah kan? heheheh...

On the other hand...i havent been having a gd night's rest these days. My heart hangs heavy. Entah. tak tau aper lah yg buat aku risau sangat. sedih tak. happy pun takderlah sampai ke tahap ecstatic. Pls God help me...help me take this emptiness away...the dull throb is almost gone. But i'm proud of how far i've come. I'm glad that im not making the same mistakes that i've made before.*sigh*

Let's hope that tomorrow will have better things in store.


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

#!*^%^2%$&^%*!Wat the_______!!!

I was halfway thru a post when i had to stop and leave the pc. And when i was using the iron, there was an electrical fault and every electrical appliance in the house shut down. Including the pc. So there goes my post.

So where was i?

Oh yes.

Like i was saying... 4 days into my hols oredi and i've been stuck at home.
Already being delegated to tutor my brother (sch + madrasah) which includes his crankiness and unwillingness to do any math revision and watch more than the required amt of tv for any child. [batteries not included]

And i am sick of that puny little brat's whining!

Other than that, i haven't even met my girls yet and i miss them. We have all been preoccupied with our own things and i do believe we are due for another get together. I miss you guys. Loads. To say the least.

I really hope we get to plan that KL trip. *cross fingers*

And this planning for orientation is getting me all nervous and jittery. Not to mention the post im holding. Sorry. I'm not giving u any hints. And to anyone who knows wat post it is im holding pls keep it to urself k?? Thankies. I think it will be quite a surprise.

And i think its really time i go on a proper holiday. Soon. Before i start getting into a frazzled and distressed state.

Oh Allah most gracious and most merciful, pls grant me my prayers. Amin.

Fin.


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Aaaaaaccckkkkkkk...Hellllpppp!

Is it just me or has the weather just become SWELTERING hot?!

The exam ended without much hassle. It wasn't as hard as i expected it to be. It was in fact something that Dr. Normala already went through with us. Luckily i was present for that class. And the qn involved dissecting a poem linguistically. I never thought that i'd be glad to see a poem.

I normally hate reading poems. Cos i cant appreciate most of them for nuts. Especially once you've had a go at Philip Larkin's works... they're a killer.

I love hot weather but not once its coupled with such searing humidity it tends to get a bit overbearing.

My trip back home to singapore was quite an amazing race experience yet again. Having already bought my ticket home on wednesday, i boarded the bus at Pudu, 15 mins to 7pm on the 17th june. It was supposed to be a 3-3.5hr ride. On a comfortable executive coach. But to my dismay, i got the bus with 2 seats on each aisle. My mind and body already started to register some disappointment. But wat to do? Bought the ticket oredi.Bo pian lah...

I'm slowly starting to wilt in this heat.

It was an atrocious time to take a bus back to singapore. A friday evening and traffic was heavy due to the fact that the following day was a holiday. I felt miserable and started to regret the fact that i got on that bus. I felt like crap. Not to mention that the seat didn't give me much leg room AND it couldn't really recline much. So much for travelling in comfort. My neck and back were aching the whole way. And i couldn't sleep much. So i was pretty much awake for almost the whole journey. By the time it was 9.30pm i started panicking...it was supposed to be an express bus for God's sake. It should have been in melaka by then but we were still one state away frm melaka. I was starting to get worried.

This weather helps to breed mozzies! AAAACCCKKKKKKKK!

I smsed my dad and he was working. That meant the only way home was by public transport. And it was CRUCIAL that i got to JB at least on time. The bus finally pulled into Larkin terminus at 11.15pm thereabouts. Luckily the bus driver for 170 didn't take long and soon after I was heading to the checkpoints. Timecheck 11.40pm and i was at wdlds checkpoint. By the time i cleared customs and walked to the bus-stop it was close to midnight. Lady luck was again on my side for 911E pulled in and i made a dash for it. I made it in one piece. Thank God.

This weather is crap!

Reached wdlds mrt stn, hurriedly climbed the escalators and got to the platform with 5 mins to spare. By the time i reached yishun, it was close to 12.15am. Brisk walked to the interchange and managed to get a bus immediately. I suddenly understand how pple on AmAzInG RaCe win. You either have luck or God really loves you. As simple as that.

I am now under attack by the mozzies...this is not good. I am gonna be eaten alive by 1am.

This is Death By Mozzies.

And my sis is really being annoying.

Fin.


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Library Antics...

Here i am in the uni library. I made it back to campus after a 4hr journey frm johor and i havent been back to my dorm room YET. so here i am in the clothes which i have been wearing since 7am this mrng. Lucky they don't stink. I'm so tired like a dodo bird and here i am typing away.

Nothing can tear me away from the internet.

After briefly reuniting myself with my other compatriots, we all sat down to study. Or so we thought. We were supposed to but looking at how frazzled each of our brains were, (some from the whole day of travelling + some who have been in the library since this morning) we all kept talking and laughing, albeit softly, but nevertherless laughing. I missed them. So nice to see them on campus again.

After parking our butts in the library for about less than 45mins, the rest of the gang and me went to hit the pasar malam, (the last visit for this sem) to get dinner and vcds wat else. Alas i was a bit dismayed by the lack of selection of vcds on display. Batman Forever and Batman __(fill in the blanks urself)__ were all there except the one I wanted. Apparently we were all a day too early. So i was left with the choice of getting Mr & Mrs Smith (which was on my list anyway), Mickey (some baseball movie withharry connick jr. in it) and also a lot like love, the movie which stars ashton kutcher. Hope i won't be disappointed with the selections. Cos if i am, its gonna be a pretty boring holiday.

I'm gonna be a very very bz girl this upcoming break. What with all the buzz of activities like the orientation for the new kids on the 24th and floorball (yipeeeee!) and i hope i'll get to catch up with all my other friends. Miss them loads and i cant wait! for azimah to get back from umrah this friday!

Okay, i think this is all the time i can afford to procrastinate, back to the books.


Did i mention i met one of the members of Ahli Fiqir (the botak one) and i couldn't place my finger on who he was. Urgh. It was only at the pasar malam when we were browsing some of the cds that i came across the sleeve for AhliFiqir's album and realised that it was him. And that was my closest brush with a star...you think?


Anyway wish me luck for the exam on friday. I'll need lots of it. Cya guys soon ya?


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Monday, June 13, 2005

Blah blah blah...

Wats wrong with me these days...i cant sleep fitfully like i used to, i keep getting annoyed...i dun think its PMS...although i keep thinking about that kilang telur thing (hehehhe it IS hilarious!)...besides that...i just dun get enuf...i want something more...so greedy rite?

I keep asking myself wat else i want out of life...i am fulfilled...im happy. well balanced. i've got great family. great friends. somehow i don't feel complete...

I really wonder wat's missing.


My grandparents adopted another cat. She's probably about 2 months old. And she's a siamese cat with dark brown ears and blue eyes and a coat which gleams in cream. with a dark brown tail to match.

her name is SAWADIKA.

simple deduction by grandpa dearest. siamese cat should have a siamese name. so now she's being called IKA at home...cute, no???

I'm at home now. And exam is cmg this friday. Boo hoo...can i please take the exam at home?

And yes Duchess, we should organize a coup to bring the PreZ down...hehehe...no offence nasir...

And btw dearest Duchess of mine, could i please have my Dan Brown book back once you're done? Thanks. Love you lots.


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Sunday, June 05, 2005

What i learnt...

There are a couple of things that i managed to learn this week...big things...

I made a big mistake of writing wat i felt immediately...not even sitting back to soak everything up...i made the mistake of not waiting and just let things run its course...noooooo....i had to give these itchy fingers something to type...and in the process i hurt some pple...i really am sorry...you will never imagine the amount of sleep i've lost over this...i know you both won't care but really, that's the truth...but ultimately i think all of us were at fault....

She could have just spoken to me in private...and not accidently blurting everything out...and that was my mistake too...did u ever give the thought that watever he was feeling was something that he was gg thru only by himself and that the other party didnt share the same feelings at all??? And really...you should have waited for a better time to broach the subject...WE should have waited for a better time...he didnt have to go through this when he was gg to enlist...that wasn't fair...on our part....and HE...i would really love to give him a smack on the head...he's such a pig lah...he was/is so insensitive of your feelings...u didnt have to sacrifice so many things....u should have just exploded in his face and give him a piece of your mind...really...

Oh and did you know that ovaries in malay is known as "kilang telur"???? Gawd...how gross is that!?


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Friday, May 27, 2005

Fallen star...

This week was particularly maddening and crawling at a snail's pace...not to mention i didn't get to watch the finals of american idol and also the champion's league final match between ac milan and liverpool...

Personally i love italian soccer...somehow english soccer doesn't do anything for me...not to mention the guys in tha italian league are yummier!!! Right shereen? I can totally understand how devastated u feel about ac milan not winning the Cup...somehow muizz's prediction of the match came true...scarey but true...i also remember the time when i got into soccer...it was 2000...eurocup...and sadly italy was denied victory...felt like crying...but at tht point of time i had to concentrate on the O's so it took away some of the pain away i guess...

I am pissed that Vonzell didn't make it to the finals...im so sad...she's tonnes better than Carrie (sorry Fierah) hehehe...this is the ferst time that the person tht i've been rooting for hasn't gotten into the finals...boo hoo...ah well...that's life...it comes with its ups and downs...

There wasn't any class on monday thanks to the Vesak day holiday, so i made my way to campus on monday night...reached campus ard 4.30am...was super duper tired and sleepy...overslept till 11.45!!!! aaacccckkkkk!!!! 2 classes in tht week gone just like that...so sianzzzz....so i practically lepak in my room reading a novel and tht was tuesday gone down the drain...

Wednesday also no class...haiyohhh...if i knew i wouldnt have made my way back to campus...wednesday watched vcd...so relaxed right my life this sem? evening had a meeting...the results of which i can't divulge to some pple reading this blog...it will be known to u next sem k? Just be patient...

Thursday back to singapore again...i really wish i could rack up frequent miles for the number of times i crisscross my way frm SIN-KL and back again...

Today, alhamdullillah, Kak D dah slmt di-ijabkabulkan (betul ke pengunaan istilah aku ni? main hentam je hehehe) besok is her wedding function yeay! Dptlah ku berpakaian glamer! Yahoooo...and not to mention the surprise bdae bash we gonna pull on Ilham...

Oklah before i ruin the surprise i should just leave you guys be...


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Lets think abt this for awhile...

First, it wasn't just one IR but TWO...two!

And then the second blow came today: Topless dancing!

Reason given: Singapore is ready for this thanks to bar-top dancing...

What happened to good family values? The epitome of hedonism has arrived my friends...
I don't feel safe anymore...

-better start saying your prayers peeps-...better late than never...


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Friday, May 20, 2005

Peterpan pics are UP!



Itu dier Ariel...

The pix have finally been uploaded...feel free to look ard k? Jgn lupa tglkan pesanan or any comments aight? pics can be viewed here...

I'm gonna have a jam packed weekend...can't wait to see the little darling sarah batrisyia and den go meet Im...sheesh he gave me quite a scare just now...naseb baik nothing happened to him...i'll see whether i can squeeze in any pics of the things i'll be doing this weekend...toodles!


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Monday, May 16, 2005

Actually...

Actually i don't know what to write...im bored half the time im here on campus...no thing really exciting happens lah here...really...well with the exception that some NUS students from the Persatuan Bahasa Melayu came to UIA...no biggie...hehehe...okay okay im lying...the President of the Club is Syed Faisal or Faizal whichever you choose (he was the host of the show Bisnes on Suria in singapore) hehehe...wahakz...kinda dishy hhehehe...yeah lah me and my escapades always must include guys rite or not shereen???

yeah yeah yeah...well wat's life without a bit of excitement kan? Anyway he talked to me! Bwahahahahaha....sheesh big deal...entahlah maybe becos i kinda think he's like a celebrity of sorts...and lemme tell you...he actually does talk like what you see on tv...ahakz...but when he's being formal lah thats all...

Okay enuf bout that...i just simply have to say that Kak Doink chose such a pretty name for her daughter...Sarah Batrisia...macam ala-ala Taufik Batisah kan? heheheh... tak sabar lah plak nak see that little angel in person! I got her a little keychain that has her name and the meaning to her name on the back of the keychain...hope she'll like it once she learns how to read hehehe...

Last week had an assignment and a test! Aaarrrggggghhhh...oklah the test wasn't as hard as the assignment...funny rite? I had to analyse a song...any song and i have no idea WHY i chose Celine Dion's Bcos You Loved Me...why didnt i pick a Taufik Batisah song! Geram lah pulak! Urrggghhhh....and to top ot all off, my class at 4pm today which was scheduled to end at 5.50pm ended at 5 instead! I CAME TO CAMPUS EARLY AND MY CLASS ONLY LASTED AN HOUR! Depressing...but at least im only taking one subject this sem...and i really enjoy HER lessons...hope i don' t disappoint myself or my lecturer...haiyah...exams coming liaowz! Stress again...

At least i'll be able to come back the next 2 weekends! Yipeeeeeeeee


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Hmmmmmmmm...

Apparently my blog isn't just visited by students or close friends or friends i've made through the blogging community...it has also attracted my lecturer...yes, my dear lecturer from grammatical analysis (dr. adrian hare) surprised me...and yes i didn't think lecturers had time to surf through and post comments on pple's blogs...much less their students blogs...

I'm just wondering how in the world he got my blog addy!

This is an excerpt from my post dated April 20th:


But there was an upside in the results...I got a B- for my Grammatical Analysis...remember? That was the subject that I failed for mid-sem...i pulled thru! Yippeeeeeeee....thank God there won't be anymore lessons with Dr. Adrian Hare...not that he's a bad lecturer but to see the same lecturer again for the same subject is NOT good at all...i hope that i dun see the day that I repeat a subject...


Dr. Adrian Hare commented:

thanks for the vote of confidence but, 'not a bad lecturer' is damining with faint praise ! do you think that i don't go online ? you can run, but you can't hide !!!! lol

I have no idea whether to be pleased that i've been honoured by such a guest OR that i should start censoring off some stuff that isn't meant for lecturers or adults to read hehehehe...im starting to wonder whether blogging is safe anymore...hehehe...but anyways...thanks Dr. Adrian, it was personally a pleasure of mine for you to have read my blog! :D

till then...i bid u adieu...

...Fading Into Oblivion...

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Surviving: Satu Petang Bersama Peter Pan

The date was 1st May 2005...I survived the Peter pan concert held at Planet Hollywood...I survived the queuing, heat, sweat, the manhandling ass***** who were not making things easy for us...making it into Planet Hollywood was one thing but to survive the whole 2 hour concert and being on my feet for 8 hours yesterday was another mean feat...but all turned out quite well...I personally had a blast!

The day started at 6am for me...got out of bed and showered, performed morning prayers and proceeded to get ready for the long day ahead...provisions were already made the day before with my water bottle, umbrella, folding fan and tissues to help me throughout the day...left the room at 15mins past 7am and made my way to the bus stop...the first waiting game began with waiting for the Putra feeder bus...it took the bus a whole 40mins to get to where I was...but I guess I must have been used to it cos I didn’t even complain...I guess I was simply too sleepy to begin with...my two other mates, Shasha and Aisyah were already in the bus and we waited for 3 other members of our posse so we could make our way to Dang Wangi LRT station...the journey was uneventful but as soon as we stepped out of our destination’s LRT station we stumbled upon some pple doing filming...tht was only the ferst brush with a camera crew...there was apparently more when we got to Planet Hollywood...

Upon arrival at Planet Hollywood at roughly around 8.30am, we were surprised that there weren’t already pple queuing up for tickets (knowing how kiasu Singaporeans are, we were expecting a crowd that had queued up from the previous night)...so we were ferst in line...but since our empty stomachs got the best of us we left the venue to grab breakfast at McD’s...after abt 20mins of eating and getting some rest we made our way back to the venue and *surprise* there was already a line that was formed! (If only we didn’t go for breakfast!)...but then again we weren’t that far from the entrance into Planet Hollywood...so at 9.30am the second waiting game began...the doors to the establishment only opened its doors at 11.30am and soon the line snaked all the way past the corner and snaked further to the side of the establishment (estbmt) to the back...

At about 10.30am, the sun started to pound on all of us and it was getting a bit hot…thankfully yours truly had enough sense to pack an umbrella and the fan which came in really handy...so we waited and waited and waited some more...somewhere during the duration of the wait, a camera crew started to interview some pple...I was kinda hoping they would come and approach us and then suddenly when our attention wavered they suddenly pounced on us and asked us to say a few words to Peterpan! That was completely brilliant (especially when we found out that the video was for the private viewing of Peter Pan themselves!) we were completely floored and suddenly rendered speechless...they asked us where we were from and the when we said Singapore the guys asked us where...I was kinda confused and didn’t know what he meant and then just left it hanging in the air hehehhe...that was kinda funny...and then they asked us to give us a private message to the members of Peter Pan and then we also forgot to say our names! Urrrggghhhhh! So I managed to give Ariel a special hello from moi! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Close to one we finally made it into Planet Hollywood and managed to purchase the RM40 tickets (which were quite a steal!)...made our way to the back door and went for a short RnR till we had to queue again to get into the estbmt for the concert...thinking that it was showcase we were hoping that the crowd would be small and intimate but we were WRONG!

When we got back to the front door at roughly 1.30pm there was a huge throng of people already crowding the door...and then we all got stuck somewhere in the middle of the throes of people with pple’s shoulders and elbows all over us and we were all squeezed like a tin of sardines...that was when things started to get ugly...

Pple started pushing and shoving, and that’s when I ferst lost it...I screamed loudly and some pple actually shut up but then the riot continued...the pushing and shoving ensued and finally I made it through the door and got my hand stamped with some luminescent ink and made my way to the belly of the establishment...the band was set up and the crowd below was already swelling steadily...unknown to me, Aisyah got separated from me Shasha and Darwis...we started to fear her safety (also becos I was kinda responsible cos I asked her whether she wanted to come along)...finally she emerged along with Mardhiah and Izhar...thank God...the crowd was pretty unnerving outside…but we all managed to escape from it unscathed…so there we were waiting for Peterpan to perform...tht was 2pm and the concert wasn’t due to start till 3pm...the crowd swelled to even bigger numbers and the floor was simply packed with pple without a single inch of space left! So much for thinking that it was a showcase for a small number...kinda disappointed ‘cos it meant that we wouldn’t be able to watch them from up close...

3pm came and Peter Pan was still not in sight! The crowd suddenly became nervy and everyone started to push and shove again...we made our way somewhere to the center but at the back so that we would be safe...at 3.30pm Peter Pan came out and everyone else got too excited again...after ONE song, they left the stage and the crowd got pissed...then only when the crowd relaxed a bit did they come out to perform and tht was at 4pm! And when the concert began, it immediately started to KICKASS! It was fabulous! Everyone was so into the music and the band...they are really good I tell you! Their performance was CD-quality! I was jumping and enjoying the music and finally managed a glimpse of Ariel the vocalist! He is absolutely gorgeous! I ALMOST melted into a puddle hehehe...

Finally when there was a little bit of silence I took the opportunity and then screamed: “ARIEL! I LOVE YOU!!!!”

And he actually said I love you back at me!!!!! Ahakz...I didn’t think I had the guts but hey, when you want to get noticed you gotta be really gung-ho hehehe...And then the songs became up-tempo and the kind you just want to rock to and I started dancing and jumping together with the other 3...I was really hot, tired and sweaty...but I was also really enjoying myself! Then suddenly one of the guys who came to interview us earlier in the day was weaving his way through the crowd with his paparazzi worthy camera and started snapping! Again I took the opportunity and called out to him and pointed to us and he snapped our pic! It was fabulous! Totally fab! When the concert ended we weaved our way back out the door and took gulps of fresh air and got excitedly talking about the whole experience...

Tired and really happy, we quickly went to Sungei Wang Plaza and took refuge at the surau to do our prayers and to take a little breather...after freshening up we walked all the way to KLCC from Bukit Bintang...had dinner, bumped into the Indonesian students having a field day as well (I found one of them especially cute and charming!)...after winding down and finished up the last few remaining shots of the roll of film we bought to document our day (of course we took pics lah! Takkan lah pergi tgk Peter Pan tak bawak camera!)...we trudged back to the LRT station and took the train back to campus…overall…it was one of the highlights of my life I should say...heheheh...can’t wait for the photos to develop! You guys wait patiently k...

This has probably got to be my longest entry EVER...so I‘ll wrap up here!


Ingatkan ku semua Wahai Sahabat...Kita untuk slamanya kita percaya...Kita tebarkan arah dan tak pernah lelah... Ingatkan ku semua wahai sahabat– Peter Pan


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Helooooooo darlingssss....

I knoe i'e been away for quite a while...its just that i haven't got around to blogging since im back on campus...with the stuff that's been going on...well...it's left me pretty much tired and in a distressed state half the time...

When i reached campus on sunday afternoon...yes, i got there a day earlier...i registered and searched for my new room...fortunately it wasn't on the 5th level but on the 3rd...the downside about it is that i had to heave other people's stuff away from my stuff in the store room...everyone else's things were piled on top of mine and mind you the pile was as high as the door! And i had to move and lift pple's boxes and luggage bags so that i could take my boxes out...by the time i moved them all, i was already tired and then i had to lift them to the 3rd level...bummer!

Once i got my stuff to the room i had to clean the shelves and put everything into place...this meant unpacking and i simply hated doing all that! But by 6pm everything was under control...mind you this was only day one...

Day two meant going for classes and doing manual registration if the need arose...I was trying to schedule another class but to my dismay the lecturer simply refused to let me into her class...reason being: there were too many people in tht class already...i was frustrated and pissed like nobody's biznes...and it was only the ferst day of school! Later on tht day, i went for my 4pm class and i found out tht there were less than 10 pple in the class...less than 10 meant that the class would have to be SHUT DOWN automatically! so i was practically fretting and running around like a headless chicken...-screw this semester man!-...

To make things worse, electricy in my room went down on monday afternn leavg me wif no electricity to iron my clothes! Becos of that i couldnt go to my tues mrng class...crap...the saga continued way after 2pm on tuesday afternn when i tried to iron my clothes at my fren's room...on the way down i slipped and fell on my butt courtesy of the worn out toilet slippers...and now i have a bruising on my butt the size of a saucer in the shape of a crescent and its as purple as the decor in my room...and i can't even sleep on my back...

Anyways...this week im not cmg home cos im gonna be watching Peterpan live at Planet Hollywood! Yeay!!!!! Jgn jeles ahhhhh hehehehe....tooodlessss


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Saturday, April 23, 2005

My Holiday By Maryam aka Mary/Rya

Ok ok i noe the title is a tad bit childish but isn't that what all teachers ask their students at the end of their vacations? Heheh...well anyways...to sum up my holiday, i would rate it an 8 out of ten!

8 because my bdae fell on the 8th of April and i had a wonderful bdae by the beach...thanks to all the pple responsible towards making my 21st bdae one tht i shall remember for life...My parents of course, Maklong, my grandparents, my family, frens (Shereen, Azimah, Zakiah,Kho, Ais, Zaleha, Najib, Huzei and Su plus many others)

Thanks for all the lovely pressies and the wonderful day tht I enjoyed with you guys...love u byk-byk!

Other than tht, i managed to catch up on some reading...books courtesy of my fren Taufiq (Chua not Batisah okay) and my sister...and i finally managed to re-read The DaVinci Code... and i loved the fact i didnt have to analyse one single bit! I am looking forward to borrowing Sophie Kinsella's Shopaholic series frm Sue!

My holiday failed to get a perfect score reason being:
1)almost all my friends are working
2) shereen sitting for exams
3) and i was ultimately broke
But all's good...

Okaylah pple gue mau tido...i have an extremely long day tomorrow which begins at daybreak...wish me luck for the new semester...i'll miss all of you...friends both Old and New...thanks for being there for me...muackz...

A special shout out to the AISS peeps...oits! ingat 7th may eh! kiter gi bowling! yeay! syg korang semua...kalau bleh dpt hazizul call dier suruh dier turun...he's cmg back frm taiwan on monday tak salah...and chase after the peeps that havent' cfm! All the best shereen for the rest of ur papers!

Maryam syg korang semua...(ter-feeling Dayang lah pulaaaaaak)

On a serious note: Kak D nyer adek Abdullah (affectionately known as Dollah) is in critical condition after a bike accident...pls pray for him.Doakan supaya Allah panjangkan umurnya and if it is his time to go, take him away with little pain...Amin



...Fading Into Oblivion...
Peterpan performing at Planet Hollywood in KL!


Peterpan invading KL on May 1st!

Oits pple! If u havent heard, they're cmg to KL!!! Yahoooooooooo....tix priced at RM40...Reasonable price no? I'm going if there are a bunch of other pple going too!

Adios peeps!

Friday, April 22, 2005

Vote for Bhumiband on ERA!


Bhumiband during their vid-shoot of DIA


Ookay pple! Lend a hand to this local Singapore outfit...help them make waves in Malaysia! I'm counting on you guys!

U can catch them in Malaysia now on ERA (the cable channel on Astro) with their current hit single "Dia"...




t.w.o. of the loves of my life




zak & shahidah


Ooooohhhhh thankies so much darls for making the end of my vacation a bit more bearable...im so glad u guys were game enough to come along and bowl...at least we all know we won't make ourselves look that silly on the 7th of may...it was a gd dry run to the upcoming 7th of may! I. am. so. excited!!!!! -all im hoping for now is for the guys not to back out! (i will personally strangle them if they do!)-

Today on the other hand, i had a much bigger agenda...i went for my first virgin experience at a SPA! wohooooo...courtesy of my aunt in conjunction with my 21st birthday...i heart you maklong! muackz! and i tell you...the facial is not a walk in the park...i was practically wincing (and tearing) in pain!

She prodded and poked my face with some stick for my blackheads and used some sort of needle to get something out of my skin on the nose...sounds like a torture chamber right? okay then i'll just stop here...i dont want to scare pple off...

but overall, the whole experience was very enlightening...i lurve the exclusiveness of it all becos its a women's only access area so i didn't feel so 'segan'...the massage was fab! although my neck is still begging to be kneaded...i even fell asleep during the facial!

i only have this to to sum up my experience : no pain; no gain...that's the price of beauty...take it or leave it...

i have one day left...i hope it brings more excitement and surprise! -lets hope that it isnt a farce-

D was mentioned...it has sunk to tht level...it sucks lemme tell ya...and it is no fun at all...i think i have to stop fretting and agonising over wat is to come...right now...i need space...a lot of breathing space...and i need to find myself again...

i'll make myself scarce again in the near future...dont ask my why...just leave it be...you noe where to find me...

yours truly


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

I dunno whether i feel stupid or extremely smart...apparently i unsuspectingly made a big boo-boo...hehehhe...Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned u GUNDU!

I don't even noe why im so worked up but it just kills me...not having an ounce of hope is bad enough...

Oh forget it...again...


...Fading Into Oblivion...
Results Schemesults...

Yesterday was D-day...yeah, u got it...wat i anticipated...well yeah i did get wat i anticipated...Like for Shakespeare...tht was the only subject that i've done well throughout the semester...so the deserved A- was not surprising...but Poetry! Sheeshhhhhhh.....all i could muster was a B+...not that i'm not ber-syukur or anything...but I feel like i disappointed Kak Tj...i feel miserable...

Not to mention the fact that i bombed on my IRK subject again...only managing to get a C for Sciences Of Hadith...not surprising there...it was an uphill struggle all the way...im glad i managed a pass...but its not enough! When the hell am i gonna get to the mighty peak...Dean's List...3.5 for my CGPA???? I need this badly...ugh this is gonna drive me nuts...

But there was an upside in the results...I got a B- for my Grammatical Analysis...remember? That was the subject that I failed for mid-sem...i pulled thru! Yippeeeeeeee....thank God there won't be anymore lessons with Dr. Adrian Hare...not that he's a bad lecturer but to see the same lecturer again for the same subject is NOT good at all...i hope that i dun see the day that I repeat a subject...

So again i make this resolution...to study harder!!!! More focus thats wat i need...

And i need my ticket to heaven...where is it anyway!?


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Babyville by Jane Green

here's another excerpt for you:


...Mark was termed a nice guy and what can possibly be worse than that? At school he was ther girls' best friend because he was good-looking and therefore good to be seen with, but too nice to want to go out with. So nice he was even considered dull...


Now this really rings alarms in my head...dull? Am i really dull? Apparently my sister and cuzzin think so. I bring in the loser parade...and she thinks everyone associated with me is uncool or unglamorous for the likes of her...No...them...

They do all the fun stuff (and not to mention things tht could get them spanked) and always and i mean ALWAYS leave me out...it sucks...suddenly im an outsider to my own sister and an outcast in my own house...I feel like crap...I cant even sleep cos they seem to be taking over the whole bedroom...making giggling noises and being all secretive...argh...i cant wait to go out tomorrow and forget tonight...

...Fading Into Oblivion...

Friday, April 15, 2005

Adioez Amigos...

Plans have been made...im gonna leave on the 24th april on the 9am bus...uwaaaaaa.....i dun wanna go back can or not?

Yeah serves me right for taking sem 3....tu lah...tak sabar sgt nak grad kan? Ahhhhhh rasakannn!


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Wats New?

It feels like eons that i've updated this blog of mine...i can practically see the cobwebs forming...i've just been extremely bz and exhausted to even blog...maklumlah, balik singapore ni kita jadi pembantu separuh masa gitu...

So wats shaking? I've been bumming around at home mostly...being cashless doesnt really give u another alternative...other than going out with shereen the other day to feed her craving of sushi i've been pretty much at home...

Me and shereen, we went all the way to chai chee just to get the only halal sushi around singapore and then made our way back to sembawang to meet up wif anna...i felt like a gooseberry...i mean hullo...i was the only one there not studying for an exam...but i still brought work to do...mainly setting tht exam paper for my mom...i thot setting it was just setting the main paper but i had to do the composition section too...bummer...so there i was, wif my big bulky dino age laptop while anna was opposite me, hammering away at her swanky HP laptop tht was a quarter the weight of my lappie...i HAVE to do something about tht...

I visited the website for my uni and 'voila' ... exam results will be out on the 19th!!!! Horror of horrors...

Now im starting to get really worried...i hope i will pull thru...especially sciences of Hadith...

I'm left with just a week of my holiday!!!!!!!!!! Time sure flies when u're having fun! Ugh...just think...no more cycling by ecp with the white puffy clouds that adorn the bright blue sky and the beautiful sunny Singapore sky...and not to mention breathing in less polluted air as compared to KL...really...u can actually smell the difference...

On another note...a voice from my past has come...funny cos we never have spoken like face to face even back in school...he was always teasing and bullying me...and he was my classmate for God's sake...now he sms' me which is pretty unnerving...i have no idea wats going on and i don't really like being in the dark...

And the other party...well...i have no words to describe...he practically tells me to stay away frm him...jealousy? I have no idea...the funny thing is...we haven't even seen each other since i got back...the last time i saw him being almost 2 months ago...kinda missing him...oh forget it....

I'm gonna meet Huda! Yeay...finally after ages...and she's gonna get engaged...geez...everyone's growing up...

Umi is working, Marliana and Azura both got into NTU (I'm so happy for the both of you!), Azimah still trying to get into NTU and NIE candidates Zak and Shahidah are still waiting...Shereen in the meanwhile is trying to cope with exam stress...and me...i'm 21, starting a new semester in less than 2 weeks...and i still feel like my adolescence was robbed from me...wish i could turn back time...

This weekend gonna meet up with alumni members of UIA...this should be an eyeopener...and not to mention i will get to meet up with old faces! Pasir Ris park here i come!


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Monday, April 11, 2005

Long time No See

I haven't updated my blog since last week! Geez...its taken quite a while for me to write but yeah..i have been really really bz over the last weekend...

Lets see, there was the dinner sponsored by my sis at Lestari (with the whole family; a rarity these days) and then a day at East Coast Park wit ma UIA mates...thanks so much guys...i totally enjoyed the day...the cake, the cycling, the bowling...the perfect weather...wat else? Of course, the bowling and the 2 guys tht were willing enuf to tolerate 4 giggling girls...thanks especially to Najib and Huzei...tak boleh lupakan these pple esp: Kho, Aisyah Spec and Zaleha. Thanks for planning the day...it was WONDERFUL!

And on Saturday sambung jalan² lagi...Shereen and Azimah made me close my eyes and I had to walk to Far East Plaza ngan my eyes closed all the way frm Tangs...sheesh...im sure i got some pretty strange stares...

They made plans to eat there at a place called Constant Cravings...tapi tutup! Ish...3 times i went there and it was always closed! So fed up!.. -*^&*&^%%^%$^%(&^%_)(_+_)$@@!$#$-...Geram dibuatnyer!

But luckily enuf, they were prepared wif a Plan B...B standing for Breeks! Yeay yeay! Best lah...thrice tht week org blanje makan...die...when i get back to UIA i must go swim like everyday...the food was okaylah...must go back to try the Baked Pasta...

Okay thts besides the point...i got really lovely pressies frm Su (a little bag frm Little MatchGirl) and frm Shereen and Zak and Azimah a bag...geez i think it was that obvious that i havent been buying bags at all... tak sabar nak pakai bag tu kat campus! Eeeeeeeeeeeee why in the world am i thinking abt sch oredi! Sheesh...stop it!

So again, a big thanks to all those who made my bdae this yr a really great one! I was having a bad drought the past few years...but this yr and so on...im coming back wif a BANG!

Can't wait for my spa appmt my aunt and i are gg to on the 22nd! Yahoooo im legal enuf to go for spa treatments!

p/s: pics will be up soon...something is wrong wif fotopages...kinda wacky todae...


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

I R soooo exhausted...

When will self-cleaning toilets be realised? It had better be soon because i think i've inhaled so much fumes frm toilet cleaning products...

And honestly, why do my siblings and parents complain when i come back every week? I seem to be the one handling all the chores when i come home...

Lets hope sister dearest gets a high paying job so she can hire two maids...-one to cook and and one to clean up after her-...cos she cant cook for nuts and doesnt know how to go abt cleaning toilets...sheesh...

...Fading Into Oblivion...

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Now that i have plenty of time....

Since i haven't been out the whole of this week...i resorted to holing myself up in my room and settle down with a good read...apparently my sister has been raiding some book store at bras basah and she got some pretty good deals...

One of them happen to be Erma Bombeck's The Ties That Bind...And Gag. It's such a good read...hilarious yet witty...and with chapters titled The family that plays together...shouldn't, For better or for worse - but not for Lunch...you just cant stop grinning from ear to ear

Here's an excerpt for you to enjoy:


...And when I pounded on the door and shouted, "What are you doing in there?" the response was always the same. "Nothing."

"Nothing" translates into something quite different for a parent and a child.

"Nothing" to a parent means you are staring into space with your hands in your lap, your eyes glazed, and your breathing shallow.

When a child says "nothing," that is a signal for parents to dial 911. He is usually doing "nothing" behind a closed bathroom door, a dog is barking, water is running under the door, a sibling is begging for mercy, and there is a strange odor of burning fur and the sound of a thousand camels running in place...


Hmmm...now where have we all heard that story before?

I'll leave you all to your own devices now...ciao!

...Fading Into Oblivion...

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Hygiene, and the little things that make my BROTHER cry

Ok so the title is a bit odd...but nevermind that...

Unknowingly to me, my uni mate had a fear factor-ish lunch at the canteen where we always get our food...apparently there was a LIZARD cooked together with her nasi goreng sotong...she has since vowed not to eat her former fav. dish ever again...Ugh...reminds me of my creepy crawlie incident too...

Last Sunday after happily completing my Poetry paper, i headed right back to my dorm...on the way, i stopped over at the hostel canteen to get lunch so tht i wouldnt have to go back and forth later on...so i bought a packet of chicken rice and a packet of teh-ais...got back to my room...took a shower and had a nap before zuhur and lunch...so ard. 3pm, i woke from my deep slumber, prayed and proceeded to have my lunch...I was all alone in the room since 2 of them went back to Kedah and my Law roomie went to her fren's room in one of the neighbouring block...after downing the lunch, i took long sips from my drink to quench my thirst...SUDDENLY...there was this thing in my mouth...it felt a bit hairy...and was the size of a lime seed...

I don't think i was able to speak after what i saw when i took it out of my mouth....it was a BABY ROACH!!!!

U can imagine my disgust...i was speechless...i almost hurled everything out...but lets just say i was a bit too shocked to comprehend how that thing got into my drink in the ferst place...

It was only when my roomie got back and I told her wat happened tht the both of us started to squeal and shriek in utmost horror...and mind you, she almost took a sip out of tht unfinished packet of drink...

After tht we both joked abt tht little creature tht managed to land itself in my drink...things ranging from:

Teej: "Mmmm...that must have been the most tastiest lunch ever huh" *cue giggle*

she couldn't resist poking fun at me and continued...

Teej: "So did anything else in your mouth go CRUNCH??"

and i came back with this line...

Me: *shows her my teeth* so do u see any bits of roach legs dangling in between my teeth? *cue the disgusted shrieks*

I think the other pple in the neighbouring rooms must have been wondering what we were up to squealing so loudly...


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So about my brother...heheh...being the little imp that he is...trying to fool everyone...he eventually go a taste of his own medicine...

My father asked him where his locker key was - he then claimed that it was in his wallet-...

So just to be sure, my dad asked him to show him the key itself...my youngest brother kept insisting tht it was safe inside his wallet and saying...-"SECRET! Cannot tell you!"-...okay fine...

But my father kept on insisting and then said:

Papa: "Ah ni mesti dier dah hilangkan locker key dier lah"

Suddenly that little boy burst into tears and said he lost his key...ahakz...all that effort for nothing...it was hilarious...my dad and i were laughing at his expense and his weeping got louder...

Adam: "But i put my key inside my wallet...then when i took it out again it was gone! Betooooolllllll" (continues crying again)

Ahakz...funny boy...

It's these little things that make you crack up when you reflect back upon it...

...Fading Into Oblivion...

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Finito, Khalas, Dah hAbEs, Done!

At long last, the day that i've been so looking forward to has come...MY EXAMS ARE OVER... yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Alhamdullillah, the last paper was such a joy to sit for...i completely enjoyed doing the paper. First three qns were alright and hopefully i've got 30 marks in the bag...

I felt like doing cartwheels and backflips when i left the exam hall...kluar siang lak tu...hehehehe...i was just exhilarated! Its always a great feeling when you're done with exams isn't it?

Anyways, i'm coming home tomorrow! Yeay, endless hours of chatting n nothingness to do...here i come! But then again when i look into my bank account i feel like crying...so i guess i'll have to do some relief teaching to top-up on my moolah...P/S: if any one of you have relatives that want tutoring could you get back to me pls? I'm in a serious state of desperation already...

But this holiday I have my birthday to look forward to, my friend's wedding, and InsyaAllah the arrival of little Doinky...wow...i think its definitely gonna be one hell of a great holiday...not to mention someone that i have in mind...

Now i have to go and clear all the junk in my room and finish packing them into their boxes...cya in Singapore! Yeahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

P/S: Happy Belated Birthday Azimah! You're the ferst of us to turn 21! You're legal *wink wink* heheheh. I hope you like our presents...Muacks! Love you!

...Fading into Oblivion...

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Exam's Almost Over

Ok skrg i tgh ambik break sekejap...dah takleh carry, lagik-lagik kalau your next paper is titled: Sciences Of Hadith...

So there are two more papers left one tomorrow and the other on Sunday...what a bummer, paper on Sunday...sheesh...anyway i'll be back by Monday! Yeay! After a month of staying in KL...see, i've finally managed to convince many pple that i CAN stay here in KL for a month! I'm so proud of this small accomplishment...

So what's on my agenda when i come home? I plan to head to East Coast and have a ball of a time even if i do go alone, im gonna enjoy feeling the sand in between my toes and the smell of the salty sea breeze mingling with the other lovely scents that wat by the beach...lovely, just lovely...

After a day at the beach i'll probably read all the books that i've wanted to read all semester, nope, not textbooks but a lovely novel courtesy of Taufiq and then just chill till my 21st bdae rolls around...i've had pretty lousy bdays the past few years...i remember it as being pretty lonely...was pretty disappointed with last year's bdae. Anyway, i'm hoping for a better bdae this yr...InsyaAllah...

Oklah i think i've had a enough of this stiff keyboard...the damn keys are so hard to press on! Argh, they're driving me nuts! Till the next time...toodles...

...Fading Into Oblivion...


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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Exam Stress

Tiap-tiap kali sampai di hujung semester, setiap pelajar akan ditemukan dengan dugaan yg amat besar: EXAM...Paling tak suka lah masa ni, nanti makan nyer tak terurus, tido jgn cakap lah...makin lambat pelajar itu tido ataupun dier tak tido langsung...yerlah burn the midnight oil lah katakan...ader kalanyer revise buat pertama kali malam sebelum exam tu...aper nak buat...kalau test tak habes-habes even up till exam period...-sorry hah gue bukan berbicara tentang diri sendiri-...

Daripada nak elakkan stress org-org yg sedang sebok revise, i decided to take a little break by "balik kampung" ...memang kalau tak balik kampung korang pun tak akan dpt melihat satu post dari yours truly sampai akhir bulan march ini...pengsan...dah lah kat uni haprak tu internet connection bleh buat org jadi giler...

So gue pun naik bas smlm dari pudu ke seremban terminal one and trus menaiki bus ke kuala pilah...ferst time you all...kebetulan aderlah kakak ni dari uia jugak yg nak balik k.pilah, jadi dierlah yg beritahu kiter which stop to alight at...so eventually gue sampai kampung sikai after 5pm...lama tau...lima jam dari uia...ni lah gara-gara tunggu bas nak gi seremban close to 2 hrs...

So after a 2 day respite from UIA i'll be making my move back to campus tomorrow mrng to the train station at seremban to hitch a ride on the commuter all the way back to KL...i have 4 more papers...haiz...biler lah sem ni nak habes...rasa macam dah lebih sebulan aku duduk kat msia...i hope pple back home are missing me as much as im missing them...

Arabic was a bummer...but luckily managed lah thanks to Liza...kalau dier tak bagitau aper topic yg akan kluar then i would have been a dead DUCK...so wats left of my papers?


Shakespeare (19th March)

Grammatical Analysis (21th March)

Sciences Of Hadith (25th March)

Poetry (27th March)



InsyaAllah kalau seorang jejaka itu pass lesen kereta dier, he and his friend will come to KL and den kiter convoy balik ke Sg sama-sama! Yahooooo....they ought to....save me frm this icky place....akan ku doakan bahawa encik firdaus akan pass dgn cemerlang...awaiting korang nyer arrival ni...dgn penuh sabar....oklah...adios amigos...kalau ader comment ke, ape-ape ke, tuliskan lah semua hasrat dalam hatimu itu di tagboard...kalau masa mengizinkan then i will visit my blog...so salam buat semua dan doakan jugalah utk ku menghadapi exam ku semua...


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Friday, March 04, 2005

Better Left Unsaid...

When u get back to campus at 4.30am in the morning, there are certain things that u need to avoid saying.

Example:

1) "What's that sweet smelling aroma? Do you guys smell that?"

and

2) "Kho, betul ke tadi kiter nampak taxi tu?"

At any circumstance, try not to freak your friend out...just keep the conversation light...ahakz...and don't EVER ask stupid questions....


Other than that, my week has been packed and muscles are all sore...but im happy to say that anak Singapura (the ladies team) ASSIUM (assoc. of s'pore students of IIUM) telah mengalahkan kumpulan Indonesia dari Persatuan Pelajar Indonesia (3-1) dalam perlawanan pusingan kedua...Ini bermakna bahawa pelajar Singapura telah memenangi pertandingan FUTSAL itu dengan agregat 5-1...YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Not forgetting the Singapore brothers that defeated Indonesia that night with a narrow margin of 1-0. Unfortunately, the Thai brothers walked away as the big winners on Tuesday night with a win against Singapore & Indonesia with the scoreline of 4-0 in each game...Congratulations to the Thai brothers...InsyaAllah this sporting event will help us to strengthen the Ukhuwwah amongst us...Amin

Gambar blum boleh nak load lagik pasal pc kat campus semua haprak...connection slow giler...pas tu yg kat cybercafe lak takder USB drive pasal pc bangsa yg dah berzaman nyer....so bear with me lah...k?

Nanti kalau gambar dah up boleh lah korang drool over the mamat-mamat thai and indonesia...

Oklah...sebelum aku log out...nak cakap sket...I MISH YOU ALL! Gonna be back in 2 weeks time InsyaAllah...lepas exam lah...revision tak start lagik...mampos gue...

Toodles!


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Fingers poised now...

The clock is ticking...waiting for the digits to show 5...getting ready to hear the gleeful clicks on my mouse...tapping and hammering away furiously as i jostle and push my way amongst the hundreds of other students...the time is now...no more waiting...


Haiz i just checked my semester III and semester I time-table and its a bummer just looking at it...very depressing...this semester for me ends on the 27th of march and the next semester will begin again on the 25th of april...giving me less than a month to party??? huh??? this is NUTS...

Again after scanning the schedule again...i saw...-gasp-...tht eidul-fitr will be smack in the middle of my semester I final exams...this means...no more jalan2 at the bazaar...wherever it'll be this yr...i was so looking forward to it!

and no getting the food that you only get once a year...haiz...3 days of eidul-fitr break smack in the middle of exams is a joke...i didn't even get a decent eidul-fitr last year...and this yr's has to go down the drain as well??? No fair!

And 3 finals in a yr isnt going down very well...count your lucky stars tht some of you reading this don't have to sit for any more exams...they're just the BANE of my existence this very instant...


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Neither here nor there...

Ever get the feeling where you don't know where you're coming or going, leaving or staying...

I think im right there...

Berhenti Berharap...The song by Sheila On 7...it explains it all...

I thought i already had but i guess i was very,very wrong...

Oh stop moping oredi...exams on the way oredi...no time for BS anymore young lady...


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Sunday, February 20, 2005

APM 2005


Itu dier Peterpan menaiki escalator...


Okay okay so the pic is blurry and its a tad too far...hehehe but thats the best i could do...sorry peeps...

The account for that day? Well it started off like any ordinary Friday...a very HOT friday...the weather was making me very tired and giving me a bad migraine...but THAT didnt deter me...so i got ready, met my darling Zak...then off we went to Suntec...we were pretty early so we managed to get a view of some of the stars roll up to the Red Carpet...got to see the likes of Kris Dayanti and hubby, the four hosts: Sarah & Aznil, Shanty and Adi respectively...so the list goes on...

After meeting up wif Zak's sister, we went out and got a spot nearer to where the stars alighted from their vehicles...MONDO mistake...when they got out, they quickly walked to where the 2 hosts a the red carpet were...aiyahs...wasted...so we were practically basking in the SPOTLIGHTS and i was feeling the major pounding of my migraine so i took a time out and headed back into the comfort of air-conditioning and headed into the toilet for a little time-out...

Of all the times that TAUFIK Batisah had to come was when i was in the toilet...PERFECT...so the moment i heard the deafening screams of female voices i knew it was him...haiz nak touch up pun tak kesempatan...

Geram dibuatnyer....

Dah takder rezeki lah kan so wat to do? So after waiting for Abg Ard's family n gf, we all headed into the hall to finally get to watching the show...and it ROCKED...

Memang tak sia-sia lah aku pergi pasal Gerhana SkaCinta pun yg open...and did they open the show with a bang or what!?

So skip to the Good Parts...Bhumiband i felt went away as the overall winner garnering not only the Nusantara's recognition but also walking away with 3 out of their 5 nominated awards...hows that for starters? So kalau korang dengar org-org yg terpekik terlolong biler diorang tgh ambik award itu aku lah...camera pun takleh pan to our direction cos we were sitting like way to the side...camera pun tak sampai nak pan ke saner...so korang dapat dengar suara aku jer lah...

Tapi part yg paling gerek was when the 3 divas got up on stage to perform their songs...the atmosphere was terlalu electric...bulu roma aku dah meremang biler diorang tiga2 started singing man...and when can u actually get CT nurhaliza to dance like that!? Heheehehehe

Tak lupa juga antics ke-empat2 host pada malam itu...to me, i think THEY stole the show...Taufik pun kalah...tapi he sounded really good live okay!

SO...for the pics...just click HERE


...Fading Into Oblivion...

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

My Life (Or What It Used To Be...)

Finally, I noticed that Shereen's been reading my blog regularly, thank you darling <<<>
Anyways, I can smell the exams...they're like a hair's breadth away...and wat am i doing? Nothing very productive...haiyahs...

What's been happening?


1) I was sprung with a Poetry Quiz yday afternn...a test that was scheduled on the 21st Feb...yes...and i did not study for the test...AND...i did not get the sms about the test which my friend tried to warn me about...

2) I got back the assignment and the Mid-Sem paper for my Grammatical Analysis...and i FAILED...bloody crap...and it was an open book test...so you all can imagine how bloody difficult it was...

3) For 2 consecutive days, I went for my 2pm class and....*SURPRISE!!!*...Lecturer tak dtg...bah-bloody-humbug...and i had to crawl out of my nap just to attend these classes...ah well...at least i get to blog...

4)Well i haven't gotten to four yet...lets just wait and see what happens tomorrow and thursday then...


So gerls, Shereen especially, you have to make me happy on Saturday...and don't bubble on me anymore...we still haven't taken those pics that i wanted to take oh-so-badly...

Wahoooooo....at least i get to go to APM...heheh...that's a big consolation...Now how am I going to break it to my parents???

...Fading Into Oblivion...

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

The Weekend's Passed...

Had a rather interesting weekend...was pretty much bummed out and stressed over the fact that Finals are cmg soon and that the Exam time-table is already out...so my body decided to take a time out...so here i am sitting in front of the pc with a nasty cough and itchy throat...flu's almost gone...yipeee!

I was pretty okay on saturday, which is why i didnt decline to go watch MOCCA with Abg Ard...their music...i have to define it as something that is so saccharine sweet...like one of my friends commented: they sound like something out of a disney cartoon...the vocalist was so darn cute...so hard to believe that they're Indonesian cos their english is so polished...-10 pts for speaking such great English! heheh-...

On Sunday, my flu reared its ugly head and i was sniffling all over...not a pretty sight...so it was bed rest for most of sunday...On Monday i eventually had to go to the doctor's cos this nasty cough decided to jump in and join in the fun...-bleaurgh-...But i have to say, the medicine is potent stuff...again i was in Bed the whole of today...im so bored...so tomorrow i guess I'll have to get started on my assignment...and study...yuck...toodles then

Not much of an entry i suppose but im just doing this so that i dont bore myself to sleep...AGAIN...


...Fading Into Oblivion...


Friday, February 04, 2005

Here i go again...

The week...how should i put it...its been haywire all the way...no time for a breather...penat sey...next week's CNY's break is well due...and im gonna skip monday and tuesday classes for a full one week holiday...yeahoooooooo

As usual i left singapore on sunday night...reached campus around 5am...the moment i got back to my room, and brushed my teeth and washed my face rummaged around in my bag to set my hp alarm clock...suddenly...

NO HP IN THE BAG!

"Die, die!"...that's all that raced through my mind...had trouble sleeping at ferst... then at 8 plus suddenly aroused frm sleep...thanks to my very disheveled state i even missed mrng prayers...shame on me...borrowed my roomie's hp to make a missed call and sms which went something like this: "Kalau sesiaper yg dah ambik hp saya tolong lah miss call saya kat nombor ni...pls pls...saya ni maseh student lagik"...felt: Miserable...tht's wat i call the ultimate monday blues...and the hp...its just a N6610...outdated oredi but really² precious to me...

Feeling sad and depressed, i got ready for my 11am class...tried to feel better by wearing ma brand new skirt to class paired with an apple green top...skali walked a few blocks, met my classmate and she told me that class was canceled...-itu Ustaz asyik ponteng class ajer...kalahkan student dier lak-...so there i was, flustered, depressed and all dressed up with nowhere to go...

When i got back, my roomie was back from class and suddenly my singaporean compatriot called her hp...she told me she had my hp...-alhamdullillah!-...the worst was over...turned out that when i called her earlier in the day she was asleep and couldnt hear the hp ringing...she didnt even want to open my sms' to check and see whether i was the one tht smsed asking the kind soul to return the hp...thank the Almighty for friends like that...hehehe...blessing + curse sometimes...hehe

Eventually Tuesday rolled around and i had my Grammatical Analysis mid-sem test...killer test + killer lecturer= killer scolding on thursday (3 feb 2005)...after repeatedly telling the class not to misspell certain terms like THEME/RHEME & DEICTIC...some smart aleck spelt it as THEME/RHYME x 10 (for all the 10qns, selenger ke per)...mind u, the actual spelling was in the question itself...-dah lak copy...salah lak tu-...deictic was spelt as DIECTIC...and bcos some pple didnt get the txtbk, the whole class kena scolding...lucky the brunt of the shelling went to the local students...PHEW...

Lagik satu criter lawak to bring this week to a close...sat for my arabic mid-sem abt 2 weeks ago and got the paper back on tuesday...one section of the paper instructed us to construct a sentence with the given word...me & my arabic vocabulary don't really have a gd relationship so i do things by just looking at the word and just plain old GUESS...big ol' mistake...

Mistook SHOE for a vegetable...great...and the sentence i constructed was: "Hassan likes to eat SHOES"...needless to say the lecturer pointed that out and everyone laughed...lucky he didn't say WHO it was...

I guess that pretty much wraps things up for this week...hope things go better next week...oh and Taufiq (Chua), hope your grandma recovers soon...my prayers are with you...


...Fading Into Oblivion...