Fingers poised now...

The clock is ticking...waiting for the digits to show 5...getting ready to hear the gleeful clicks on my mouse...tapping and hammering away furiously as i jostle and push my way amongst the hundreds of other students...the time is now...no more waiting...


Haiz i just checked my semester III and semester I time-table and its a bummer just looking at it...very depressing...this semester for me ends on the 27th of march and the next semester will begin again on the 25th of april...giving me less than a month to party??? huh??? this is NUTS...

Again after scanning the schedule again...i saw...-gasp-...tht eidul-fitr will be smack in the middle of my semester I final exams...this means...no more jalan2 at the bazaar...wherever it'll be this yr...i was so looking forward to it!

and no getting the food that you only get once a year...haiz...3 days of eidul-fitr break smack in the middle of exams is a joke...i didn't even get a decent eidul-fitr last year...and this yr's has to go down the drain as well??? No fair!

And 3 finals in a yr isnt going down very well...count your lucky stars tht some of you reading this don't have to sit for any more exams...they're just the BANE of my existence this very instant...


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Neither here nor there...

Ever get the feeling where you don't know where you're coming or going, leaving or staying...

I think im right there...

Berhenti Berharap...The song by Sheila On 7...it explains it all...

I thought i already had but i guess i was very,very wrong...

Oh stop moping oredi...exams on the way oredi...no time for BS anymore young lady...


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APM 2005


Itu dier Peterpan menaiki escalator...


Okay okay so the pic is blurry and its a tad too far...hehehe but thats the best i could do...sorry peeps...

The account for that day? Well it started off like any ordinary Friday...a very HOT friday...the weather was making me very tired and giving me a bad migraine...but THAT didnt deter me...so i got ready, met my darling Zak...then off we went to Suntec...we were pretty early so we managed to get a view of some of the stars roll up to the Red Carpet...got to see the likes of Kris Dayanti and hubby, the four hosts: Sarah & Aznil, Shanty and Adi respectively...so the list goes on...

After meeting up wif Zak's sister, we went out and got a spot nearer to where the stars alighted from their vehicles...MONDO mistake...when they got out, they quickly walked to where the 2 hosts a the red carpet were...aiyahs...wasted...so we were practically basking in the SPOTLIGHTS and i was feeling the major pounding of my migraine so i took a time out and headed back into the comfort of air-conditioning and headed into the toilet for a little time-out...

Of all the times that TAUFIK Batisah had to come was when i was in the toilet...PERFECT...so the moment i heard the deafening screams of female voices i knew it was him...haiz nak touch up pun tak kesempatan...

Geram dibuatnyer....

Dah takder rezeki lah kan so wat to do? So after waiting for Abg Ard's family n gf, we all headed into the hall to finally get to watching the show...and it ROCKED...

Memang tak sia-sia lah aku pergi pasal Gerhana SkaCinta pun yg open...and did they open the show with a bang or what!?

So skip to the Good Parts...Bhumiband i felt went away as the overall winner garnering not only the Nusantara's recognition but also walking away with 3 out of their 5 nominated awards...hows that for starters? So kalau korang dengar org-org yg terpekik terlolong biler diorang tgh ambik award itu aku lah...camera pun takleh pan to our direction cos we were sitting like way to the side...camera pun tak sampai nak pan ke saner...so korang dapat dengar suara aku jer lah...

Tapi part yg paling gerek was when the 3 divas got up on stage to perform their songs...the atmosphere was terlalu electric...bulu roma aku dah meremang biler diorang tiga2 started singing man...and when can u actually get CT nurhaliza to dance like that!? Heheehehehe

Tak lupa juga antics ke-empat2 host pada malam itu...to me, i think THEY stole the show...Taufik pun kalah...tapi he sounded really good live okay!

SO...for the pics...just click HERE


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My Life (Or What It Used To Be...)

Finally, I noticed that Shereen's been reading my blog regularly, thank you darling <<<>
Anyways, I can smell the exams...they're like a hair's breadth away...and wat am i doing? Nothing very productive...haiyahs...

What's been happening?


1) I was sprung with a Poetry Quiz yday afternn...a test that was scheduled on the 21st Feb...yes...and i did not study for the test...AND...i did not get the sms about the test which my friend tried to warn me about...

2) I got back the assignment and the Mid-Sem paper for my Grammatical Analysis...and i FAILED...bloody crap...and it was an open book test...so you all can imagine how bloody difficult it was...

3) For 2 consecutive days, I went for my 2pm class and....*SURPRISE!!!*...Lecturer tak dtg...bah-bloody-humbug...and i had to crawl out of my nap just to attend these classes...ah well...at least i get to blog...

4)Well i haven't gotten to four yet...lets just wait and see what happens tomorrow and thursday then...


So gerls, Shereen especially, you have to make me happy on Saturday...and don't bubble on me anymore...we still haven't taken those pics that i wanted to take oh-so-badly...

Wahoooooo....at least i get to go to APM...heheh...that's a big consolation...Now how am I going to break it to my parents???

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The Weekend's Passed...

Had a rather interesting weekend...was pretty much bummed out and stressed over the fact that Finals are cmg soon and that the Exam time-table is already out...so my body decided to take a time out...so here i am sitting in front of the pc with a nasty cough and itchy throat...flu's almost gone...yipeee!

I was pretty okay on saturday, which is why i didnt decline to go watch MOCCA with Abg Ard...their music...i have to define it as something that is so saccharine sweet...like one of my friends commented: they sound like something out of a disney cartoon...the vocalist was so darn cute...so hard to believe that they're Indonesian cos their english is so polished...-10 pts for speaking such great English! heheh-...

On Sunday, my flu reared its ugly head and i was sniffling all over...not a pretty sight...so it was bed rest for most of sunday...On Monday i eventually had to go to the doctor's cos this nasty cough decided to jump in and join in the fun...-bleaurgh-...But i have to say, the medicine is potent stuff...again i was in Bed the whole of today...im so bored...so tomorrow i guess I'll have to get started on my assignment...and study...yuck...toodles then

Not much of an entry i suppose but im just doing this so that i dont bore myself to sleep...AGAIN...


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Here i go again...

The week...how should i put it...its been haywire all the way...no time for a breather...penat sey...next week's CNY's break is well due...and im gonna skip monday and tuesday classes for a full one week holiday...yeahoooooooo

As usual i left singapore on sunday night...reached campus around 5am...the moment i got back to my room, and brushed my teeth and washed my face rummaged around in my bag to set my hp alarm clock...suddenly...

NO HP IN THE BAG!

"Die, die!"...that's all that raced through my mind...had trouble sleeping at ferst... then at 8 plus suddenly aroused frm sleep...thanks to my very disheveled state i even missed mrng prayers...shame on me...borrowed my roomie's hp to make a missed call and sms which went something like this: "Kalau sesiaper yg dah ambik hp saya tolong lah miss call saya kat nombor ni...pls pls...saya ni maseh student lagik"...felt: Miserable...tht's wat i call the ultimate monday blues...and the hp...its just a N6610...outdated oredi but really² precious to me...

Feeling sad and depressed, i got ready for my 11am class...tried to feel better by wearing ma brand new skirt to class paired with an apple green top...skali walked a few blocks, met my classmate and she told me that class was canceled...-itu Ustaz asyik ponteng class ajer...kalahkan student dier lak-...so there i was, flustered, depressed and all dressed up with nowhere to go...

When i got back, my roomie was back from class and suddenly my singaporean compatriot called her hp...she told me she had my hp...-alhamdullillah!-...the worst was over...turned out that when i called her earlier in the day she was asleep and couldnt hear the hp ringing...she didnt even want to open my sms' to check and see whether i was the one tht smsed asking the kind soul to return the hp...thank the Almighty for friends like that...hehehe...blessing + curse sometimes...hehe

Eventually Tuesday rolled around and i had my Grammatical Analysis mid-sem test...killer test + killer lecturer= killer scolding on thursday (3 feb 2005)...after repeatedly telling the class not to misspell certain terms like THEME/RHEME & DEICTIC...some smart aleck spelt it as THEME/RHYME x 10 (for all the 10qns, selenger ke per)...mind u, the actual spelling was in the question itself...-dah lak copy...salah lak tu-...deictic was spelt as DIECTIC...and bcos some pple didnt get the txtbk, the whole class kena scolding...lucky the brunt of the shelling went to the local students...PHEW...

Lagik satu criter lawak to bring this week to a close...sat for my arabic mid-sem abt 2 weeks ago and got the paper back on tuesday...one section of the paper instructed us to construct a sentence with the given word...me & my arabic vocabulary don't really have a gd relationship so i do things by just looking at the word and just plain old GUESS...big ol' mistake...

Mistook SHOE for a vegetable...great...and the sentence i constructed was: "Hassan likes to eat SHOES"...needless to say the lecturer pointed that out and everyone laughed...lucky he didn't say WHO it was...

I guess that pretty much wraps things up for this week...hope things go better next week...oh and Taufiq (Chua), hope your grandma recovers soon...my prayers are with you...


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