Thursday, April 22, 2010

Semester I 2010
The semester is ending soon.
The mid-year exams are coming.
I am tired.
Super hoarse.
*lost my voice on Monday*
I'm freaking out.
Worried about how my students will do in the exam.
1001 things to do.
But i AM looking forward to S*amirians 1st birthday bash!!!
So exciting! =D
I am glad for that little reprieve.
Hope everything goes smoothly.
i hope my boyfriend stops worrying.
InsyaAllah things will come your way soon! =D

Sunday, April 11, 2010


Yes, i turned 26 on the 8th.

With some fanfare and excitement.

My corny but oh so adorably sweet bf gave me the best surprise.

He came up with all this crap and nonsense about needing my help and asked me to get ready in 20mins.

So the man arrived (and of course i hear his bike before he actually calls me)

And i think,

"OMG does he REALLLY think i'm gg to fall for this surprise nonsense?"

So i arrive downstairs and he said that he got into a bike accident.

Considering that his brother got into one, I was pretty wary.

He did show me his stiff left arm.

I swear my heart dropped.

I thought he fell and fractured it.

Then he was going on and on about something on his bike that broke and he asked me to check it out.

Now of course at this point I was thinking:

"Is he for real?"

I was STILL pretty suspicious.

And lo and behold, there was a small paper bag with my present in it.

I just grinned.

I almost broke into tears.

Never had a man to do such corny and sweet stuff for me before on the eve of my bday.

Got a nice dinner bag, a bracelet and a brooch.

i LOVE the bracelet *the most of course*


You are the real deal.


even MORE now.


Monday, April 05, 2010


I'm turning 26 in a few days time.

This year, the hyperventilating attacks have lessened.

I have no reason for it.

But it has come.


I. am. turning. twenty6. on the eighth.

There were so many things that I was hoping to do by the time i was 26.

I "thought" i was supposed to be married with one child by now.

I "thought" i'd already be in the teaching profession for two years by now.

I thought about many things i would have achieved by now.

But i always seem to forget the most important things.

I forgot to think about being grateful for all the things that i have.

Like family,


my boyfriend,

a stable career,

a roof over my head,

more than enough food to eat,

the clothes on my back,

and the bags that i can afford.

Its always one or the other.

And we have to make peace with the things we are dealt with.

Its just not time yet.
*i hope*

And i have to learn.

Keep learning


remembering these lessons.


Sunday, April 04, 2010

Sneaks From Our First Unofficial Photo Shoot!

very impromptu photo shoot. a friend was doing some shots for an advertisement so we just decided to jump in.

see the sneezer at the back? hehe

my fav shot! =D


Thursday, April 01, 2010

Can I Have A Girly Party Too?

Siaper nak join? Then i can make enquiries =)

Best kan!