I'm turning 26 in a few days time.
This year, the hyperventilating attacks have lessened.
I have no reason for it.
But it has come.
I. am. turning. twenty6. on the eighth.
There were so many things that I was hoping to do by the time i was 26.
I "thought" i was supposed to be married with one child by now.
I "thought" i'd already be in the teaching profession for two years by now.
I thought about many things i would have achieved by now.
But i always seem to forget the most important things.
I forgot to think about being grateful for all the things that i have.
a stable career,
a roof over my head,
more than enough food to eat,
the clothes on my back,
and the bags that i can afford.
Its always one or the other.
And we have to make peace with the things we are dealt with.
Its just not time yet.
And i have to learn.
remembering these lessons.