Irked. With a Capital 'I'.
I know i shouldn't.
Why should i in the first place?
I guess 'cos i'm really hurt.
In case no one noticed the long deadlines
-granted that those were only for the month of september & october-
I have truly been busy.
And if i wasn't, i was tired.
Really tired.
I think the people that saw me the most were my room-mates,
-who i am truly grateful for cos they kept me sane-
and my BENL classmates.
And it really doesn't help when you live in seclusion on top of a hill.
And the rest are all staying close together. I still don't understand why I have to explain myself.
Why am i taking offence then?
I guess i just want to appease myself.
So much for wanting to prove to my parents that i can balance my love life with school work.
Bah.
But im glad everything worked out the way i wanted it to.
Now i'll just have to get the grades for Finals.
And possibly make the Dean's list this semester?
InsyaAllah.
Allah is Most Gracious & Most Merciful
Ameen.
Fin.