This song just evokes in me emotions i thought i had forgotten.
Yes, this song that's been playing incessantly on my Mp3 player, on blog, friendster, facebook, u name it.
Plus last weekend was such a lousy weekend to have PMS.
I was a blubbering mess starting Friday.
It could be because i had this song playing from 9am till 5.30pm
Or it could also be the fact that my ex-bf was at ROMM getting married.
I thought the date would conveniently slip my mind, seeing how busy I've been.
Apparently not.
And apparently i wasn't over him yet.
It still hurts. It stings and it burns.
Wouldn't YOUR ego have gotten hurt if you'd known that your Ex had been planning a wedding 3 mths after you broke up?
I guess its PERMANENTLY over now.
He's someone else's husband.
And i guess we really weren't meant to be.
I was a blubbering mess yesterday too.
I just had to watch P.S. I Love You on DVD....*stupid, stupid!*
And there i was a crying mess in front of the TV.
I hate when i feel like this.
Its almost been a year now.
I've never been good at putting back the pieces.
I'm still learning.
*I just want myself back...*
Fin.
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