Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Go Blog!

Aaaaccckkkk its already Wednesday and i've just realised that i havent blogged since Sunday! Sheeesh...what is wrong with you Maryam...

Anyways...i never got the chance to write abt my little soiree with 2 gal pals...one of them ive known for quite some time and the other, someone i just got to know very recently due to our very similar pasts...ahakz...yup yup...one jerk in common alright.
Anyways Linda and I have many friends in common anyway and its so strange ive never seen her in my area FOR LIKE 20 YRS!!! (belum ader jodoh nak jumpa agaknyer khekehkehek)...

KL seems to be really smoggy of late...and really HOT...classes are fine. Im surviving. So far so good...still have one take home test to complete and a quiz to study for next Monday...drama...oklah...no complains (as yet!)...

I miss home so badly...had a tiff with you-know-who (and no im not going to disclose who that person is)...i hate being so far from home and missing out on all the action...

Finally on to the serious bit...i finally broke down yesterday thanks to a whole brigade of PMS soldiers raiding my whole nervous system. I cried and i cried and i cried...felt enormously better after that...wrote a bit in my writing journal and i looked back on all the past entries. I realised that whatever i wrote was bunch of BULL and that i just completely wasted myself for 10mths. It hurt a lot...yes...it really did...i still condemn that asshole to hell...he is one bastard who doesnt have a heart (is he even human at all???)...im still alive and im better off now than ever (khekhekekehkeh)...but ive hurt a lot and i want him to pay...like my Drama lecturer said: Each person has a responsibility to the society...this is my bit to society...he'll pay alright...damn straight he will...

Toodles...

Now where did my prince charming go...hmmm...